10th Month Anniversary

thats Mars beside the moon.

hey babe, (: happy 10th month anniversary.

every month i'll look back at this blog and just read it. a lot has changed since the first time we've got together. things came in the way and we made a new start but the beginning was always the same. i miss the old times. well, some of them. (:

so, its been 10 months, 40 weeks, 304 days, 7296 hours, 437760 minutes, 26265600 seconds. thats alot of numbers, and by calculating it, we have used up probably.. 400 hours of call time. (: thats alot.
okay, cut my math crap. time to tell you how much i love you.

so, on the night of 27th August. i stayed up till 12 waiting to call you and say those words. "Happy Anniversary, I Love You" but you were soundly asleep. its kinda funny hearing you talk while youre still half asleep. you moan everytime you try saying something. heh. its cute as well. (:

yeah.. then i went out just to see Mars thats brighter than the moon. it was so beautiful. the clouds were covering up the moon and the moon light shines trough it makes it look so vivid. and mars. it was just beside the moon, blinking, so tiny.

like i said, the moon was like you.. without you, i wouldnt be shining. you reflect the light unto me and everyone noticed me because i have you beside me. i love you.

today, i woke up feeling happy, your text made me smile. haha.. seriously. youre more creative than me. ): haha, fireworks display. how lame of me.

well, i just want to thank you for being there for me troughout the whole time. 10 months of being with Keiffer is tough. im sorry if i like got mad, or pissed, or moody, or whatever that you dont like troughout the entire time we've been together. thank you for putting up with my attitude, at times im childish as well. heh.

I love you babe. so so so much. i cant wait for two more months. i cant wait to see you soon. i cant wait to hold you in my arms. I Love You.

what more can i say, then to tell you how happy i am to be with a girl who's as beautiful as you, who loves me as much as you do. oh wait, that girl is you. (:

well, hope you'll have a great day. I love you hun. much much.

we're closer to the edge.

Hey babe, i haven't been in this blog for a month now. sorry i didnt blog about our anniversary last month. it was just cause i was so pissed about 'you know who'. well, yeah. its the 9th month tomorrow. 3 more months to hit the jackpot. (:

boo, throughout the whole 9 months we've been together. i can recall every moment we've been trough. the happy ones, the naughty ones. the awkward ones, the shy and so innocent ones but never the bad ones. i seriously cant remember the arguments we had. never did. well, except for last month and just recently of course.

i remember saying one time that i wasn't Shakespeare. well, i dont need to be one. i know why you loved me in the first place. its because i am who i am. (: youre coming down tomorrow to KL. thats the reason why i wanna see you so badly. i don't know if you know about it cause last month you forgot the date. heh. its all good. (:

i just miss you alot. yesterday i told you that i was just playing with you for a couple of weeks. to be honest, when Justine told me to make the right decision. i told her that this was the right choice that im making and on the first week i told Paullyn that i liked her but she's better off with that guy who likes her. she was pissed and we never did talk till last month. while everyone of my close friends we're telling me that i made a bad decision, i kept going on and you thought me how to love someone with all my heart. i've changed from a zero to a hero because of you.

let me tell you a story.

there once was a boy who was in love with girls, who appreciates them and knows how to treat them well, but when he had his first relationship, he found out that he was being cheated and he was really pissed. so what he did was try to make the girl he was with jealous by getting together with another girl and thats how he became a playboy. he didnt want to but everytime he loved someone, he ends up being the one who was getting dump and cheated on. so he was sick with girls and played them cause he thought all of the girls were the same. untill one day he met this random girl who was asking her about random questions. the girl fell in love with him. he could tell by years of experience with other girls. so he palyed along.

but one day, he realized that this girl isnt like any other ordinary girl. she was totally random. so, he took time knowing her and then they got together. after a week, he falled for her cause something happened.. he felt that theres hope and trust in her. thought there's gonna be ups and downs, he felt that she is true love. so it is untill now they are still together and its true, though the ups and downs they were still together hitting 9 months in their relationship. its awesome being with her said the boy. (:

yes, it is awesome being with you my random girl. i cant wait till the day i kneel down and say 'will you marry me. (: just yesterday i think i said its the 7th month and now its th 9th. thats fast aint it. (:

well, i love you babe. forever i will. i promised.

• promise to always love you
• promise to never look down on you
• promise to never give up on you
• promise to always be by your side
• promise to never play crazy tricks ever again on you
  and to
• promise i will never break up with you, leave you and will keep my promises.

I Love You boo, happy 9th month anniversary. Je t'aime Cloche, tojours et a jamais. it means, i love you Bell, always and forever. (:

Happy Seventh Month Dear. (:

its the seventh month now. (: im dead excited, honestly. i dont know what to do, what to get you, what to make you happy with. i have so many plans in my mind, but i dont think its enough for you babe. i have to do more than what i can think. i have to do something that i cant even imagine myself. sigh.. love knows no bounds. (:

last night, when we were on the phone. though you were annoying, i didnt really mine. i find it cute. (: its just you that makes me ponder into thin air and thinking till daylight hits the brim of my window. i could go sleepless if i just continue thinking of you. thank God i have dreams so i could sleep peacefully while i dream a dream that hopefully will be reality soon. (:

sometimes i know, im not as romantic as certain people you see, but im trying my best to be who i am that makes you love me. ill try do everything and anything that will make you happy. from a to z, you name it hun. ill do it. (:

since its out seventh month, i have seven things that i wish that will come true

1. i wish that, things for us will go smoother in time.
2. i wish that, i could spend a day with you on the beach.
3. i wish that, i can get you all the things that you'd wish for.
   
4. i wish that, by next year i can drive you around.
5. i wish that, we'll kiss under the rain,
6. i wish that, i'll propose to you in a way that you would not expect
7. i wish that, we'll get married and live happily ever after

those are the 7 wishes that i wish would come true. (:

i love you babe, more than words could express. sorry if it was a short one babe, im just lost for words. i love you. (:



PS/sorry the message sent late, didnt see that it wasnt sent. loves. :D

Am i living in a fairytale..

you know, when we we're little kids how we used to believe in fairy-tales, that fantasy of what your life would be. for girls it was always ; white dress, Prince Charming who would carry you to a castle on a hill far far away, being kissed to wake you up from a deep sleep, love and romance.
and for boys ; being the Prince Charming, looking for your princess in a white dress, being the perfect one for her and being able to stay beside her, probably revive her with the 'one true love' kiss.

we would lie in bed at night and close our eyes and we had complete and utter faith. Santa Clause, The Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, Cinderella. they were so close you could taste them, but eventually, we grow up.

one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. most people turn to the things and people they can trust, but the thing is, its entirely hard to let go of the fairy-tale entirely. cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, the hope of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

and i think mine has just begun. (:

six months back i never though my life would completely turn around when i met this girl. she was just an ordinary friend that i talk to when im down or pissed or just bored to death doing nothing at home. we started talking and i felt something different, something that other girl doesn't have. something that, clicks with me.

i was just a guy who talks to girls like they're a bag of chips that i get everyday, i was though, not is.. (:
so then i was caught up with a relationship problem and i told her about it. i had a girlfriend and i dont think that we're official and i liked this other girl, thats what i told her. and she was like, how can you do that. with the OMG face to be exact. (:

and after getting to know her better, we exchange numbers and to be honest, i thought it was just another fling and if i had a relationship with her, i didn't think it would last long. and after a week of calls and text i got a hint from her. she said she like a guy but shes not telling me who it is and giving me hints that it was me. (:
and i was doing the same thing, flirting back and playing cool with it.

but instead, i fell in love.

so i confessed my love to her. and up to this day, she's still mine. no matter the distance, disagreements, arguments, troubles, problems, hardship, and whatever that comes from hell that you can name of were at us. we're still together.

am i living in a fairy-tale, because she is my Cinderella, the one that makes my tummy tingles when i kiss, the one that makes my heart ache to know that shes going back to Johor, the one that makes me love sick, the one that fits my hand perfectly, the one that i can smell, the one that was made for me, my faith and hope and my fate. the one that i love.

it might sound crazy but, it seems like everything worked for me and her ; parents, families, money that i get to buy her stuff that i dont really know where it came from sometimes. sometimes im broke too. but its okay.. all worth it.

so you tell me, are fairy-tales fake, or is it real. because i am in one right now. (:
if it was fake, God please don't wake me up from this dream because i want to stay with her forever, even if it kills me to do so. i love her, more than the words that i have ever spoken out, more than the roses that was pluck from this earth and more than i used to love her and it gets more every minute. :D im love sick babe, please don't take this away from me.

so, at the end of the day, faith is a funny thing, it turns up when you dont really expect it. its like one day you realize that the fairy-tale may be slightly different than you dreamed..
well the castle, it may not be a castle. and its not so important to be happily ever after, its happy right now and hope it will last forever.

see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while, people may even take your breath away. (:

ISABELL LIANG SHARFEN.
I LOVE YOU! ♥




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Happy 6th Month Darling (:

it's been a long and tiring run, yet i persevere to continue on. keep on running till i reach my goal. every pit-stop is a place for me to charge up and continue going on, stronger at every checkpoint. now, I'm doubting that i can't make it, but as i came close to the very next check point, the sixth one to be exact, i saw you there, waving at me, smiling, calling me. i got back on my feet and kept hurdling towards you. i miss you, but i can only see you for a while. you'll be gone soon and i have to keep on running to get to you at the next checkpoint, now i'm stronger since you gave me the boost of courage and hope that we will make it in this race, you and me, and im gonna win in for the one ultimate prize. to be with you forever. (:



it's our sixth month dear. (: half a year. (: one hundred and eighty-three days to be exact..
it never made me regret that Tuesday night confessing my love to you. i was the most happiest guy this date six months back, and i am still happy the same way i was that day..

there's nothing more better than to talk to you after a tiring day, be with you after a long wait, hug you after a great date and kiss you, before its to late.. (:

all my life, I've never loved someone as much as i love you, never did i hold on to someone this long.. though we may not look things eye-to-eye sometimes, but we clear the air before dawn hits the the face of the earth. (: and i'm glad we do that.

i know, there's something bout the way you look in my eyes, you make everything just so damn easy, so easy that, i dont need to worry about a thing and when we touch, all i can see is the image of us, sitting by the ocean just before the dusk, sipping on a juice-box with sand between our toes, hand in hand together. (: it will come true one day, im sure of it..

its only physically but know that you'll be on my mind twenty-four hours at a time. no matter where you go, whether you're in JB or Penang or Cambodia or camp, i know you're not far, cause you're always on my mind. cause love has no distance or barriers to stop us from thinking about me and you, no, not for the two of us. (:

i seriously can't wait to see you this Sunday babe, i really do. it just blows my mind thinking that i'll be able to cuddle you again, hug you, hold you tight in my arms.. (: my tummy's tingling again just thinking of it.. heh.. :P
so, maybe we can swim and get lunch (: i know i'm broke but i think i can manage buying you lunch. (: i'll try look for cash.. heh.. *sorry*

i just wanna say thank you for being strong and always being by my side hun, i thank you for putting up with all the crap i have, i thank you for not judging me for a *** maniac. xD heh.
i love you x 59834750345437564897356 which sums up to.. er.. ASMUCHASTHESTARSINTHEUNIVERSEANDTHEHOLESANDCRACKSINEVERYPLANETANDALLIKNOWISITSFREAKINGALOTBABE! yea.. that much.. xD

so i guess this is the part where we really say we're in love, and the part that we're gonna say its forever.. :D maybe, we could also say, our first kiss the second edition. xD

i seriously love you alot.. im love drunk babe, and i never wanna get hungover by it. i want it to continue.. (: forever and ever..

ending with a text from you..
which reads..

*my heart skipped a beat. (: happy 6th month...i love you. FOREVER ANS EVER. XD*

FOREVER AND EVER it will be.. (:

early post. 6th.

My gah bee, 6 months already! :)
So fast. Time pass so fast! *__*
I donno what to blog about leh.
Seriously.
I mean, all the stuff that I love about you, I know I always text you all of them.
If repeat then boring d.
anyway.

( ) !!!!

there's a kiss in the bracket. :)
LOVES hehhehee.

so sunday, we go eat Mcd. (:
delivery?
If delivery, then who knows the food later cold and soggy. ):
eat there, I can't take out the vege. If not very messy.
da bao? Waste time. -_-
or~
we can go Pizza Hut. :)
or~
there's sushi king.
of cause, i'll take dad's money lah if ur broke (you are anyway)
so not to worry.
I just want to have a nice lunch with my *COUGH* darling. ;)
hehe!
OR~
we can swim.
yeah good idea.
don't want lah
you poke my belly later. *__*
Anyway, I love you bee.
Thanks for being by my side,
all the time.
I love you
much much.


Muacks.
banyak loves from,
bell.
your one and only awesome super cool, cute, pretty, beautiful, skinny, amazing, the one and only, bell. xD

Jesus Take The Wheel

Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands,
cause i can't do this on my own.
im letting go, so give me one more chance,
save me from this road I'm on.

life's just screwed up lately, today was screwed up. i feel ; useless, unimportant, dumb, invisible.
i didn't know what to do, i tried giving you advises but you end up telling me not to. i couldn't help but thinking that hurting myself will get me out of this mess. it wasn't an option at first, i couldn't get hold of myself, till a friend of mine stopped me. i came to my senses, what's the purpose on hurting myself for something i didn't do, but still, the pain was inside me, the pain that i felt from seeing you getting all worked up and mad about something. i wanted to help, i tried to help. but i was shunt like any other being on earth.

this post isn't about me expressing my fucking emotions or whatsoever, no, don't get me wrong. i was pissed indeed, i ate and yet wanted to puke it all out again. my feelings were so mixed as if i was half way drowning in a whirlpool of sand instead of water, its heavy in my heart, i just wanted to tear up in the middle of the crowd.

as i stare blankly at my phone, awaiting a reply from you, my mind wondered into a thought of wretchedness and self-pity. for some reason, i don't know why. i didn't want attention, no, i didn't. i just wanted to be there for you when you were down. i am your boyfriend and yet, you tell me nothing, why? you make me feel deserted, stranded, alone.

i just felt pissed off about today,

"life's a bitch." Sue whispered in my ears, i nodded with sadness. i replied "girls a bitch, guys are jerks.", she answered back with a question that pondered my mind, "don't you think that trust in relationships and helping each others a killer instead? if it was because of bitches and jerks, nothing would go wrong, cause they'll not bother about whats happening to their loved ones and all they care about is sex"

so thus, today, all i did was stared blankly into space, thinking and thinking and thinking. people asked how is it going between me and you, i fake a smile and said were doing well. the feeling of telling a lie is just so burdening. i seriously do feel fucked up. mind me on my language but i can't help but not to curse..

girl, i just want to be there for you today, i felt lonely, miserable, useless, and any kind of suck-ish feeling when you couldn't be there to help someone when they have a problem. i almost cut myself, it's true. i just fell mad and sad at the same time. i don't like seeing you like how you acted yesterday. i love you, i want to be there for you like how you want to be there beside me when I'm down and out. i just hope you'll know that.


i love you, i miss you dearly..

5th Month

Happy fifth month anniversary babe..
we're so close to reaching the stars.. (:

I just wanna say thank you for all the moments we had together..

you were always there to listen to my emo craps..
when im feeling down,
your someone i can turn to for a smile when i frown..

you always know just what to say and talk to me..
just to make me feel glad,
ill do my best to help you in return when your feeling sad..

we had our ups and downs, we had our good and bad..
we had our smile and frowns when we were happy and sad..

though sometimes we may not seem to see things eye-to-eye..
and sometimes i'd get so upset, i wanted to say goodbye..

but i know.. all of this is true.. i love you forever more..
you've wasted my time, but it was all worth it..
you're the key to my heart.. you've opened up the door to it..
you know my deepest secrets, things i would never tell..
no one knows it but you know me well..

i cant wait to see you again.. somewhere.. someday..
till that day comes ill wait.. and never look away..
the sun is shining bright.. and the stars point the way..
ill hold you in my arms well be together again soon.. someday..

i love you, will always do..

you're like a dream come true..
just wanna be with you..
girl, its plain to see..
that you're the only one for me

lousy photoscape.

CLICK ON THE PIC!

xoxo,
bell

The day we met ♥

The first Time I laid my eyes on you was on a Tuesday. the first day that i said "I Love You" was on a Sunday. yes, i do remember all these things, because every moment spent with you is a moment I'll treasure. :D

so today, the 27th of the month, was the day that means a lot to me. its our anniversary, the day i said those three very impeccable words and eight very immaculate letters. I Love You.

i still remember what you wore on the first day, and i really thought that this could be something. and i was right. it was something, something very special..

our first date. 17th of November. i can never forget the moments we shared together; Baskin Robins, 2012, one hell of a failed lunch ;D, Kitschen, your house, your balcony where i kissed you under the view of the sky. :D its never fading from my mind. its still as fresh as the scent of morning dew and flowers bloomed.
november 26th was the last day that i saw you before going for awards night. if only you were there that night, to accompany me. girl i missed you so much.

then christmas didnt go so well. didnt get to see you for the whole month. was really sad and yea. our parents knew about us and yet we were a rebel fighting against them for the right to be together. it worked out eventually. our moms are okay with us being together. :D

31st January. stepped in your house, and for the first time, i met your mom. scary moment. thought she'll lecture me and screw me up. but aunts Jessica is a nice person. i think she loves me. xD
had a great time with you and your family. took you out for a drink then went for dinner. memories, oh how sweet are they..
i remember dropping by your place after school till you went back to JB, then getting screwed from my mom for coming home so late, it was all worth it. xD just to hold you in my arms and never let you go. id do anything for it.

and just last week, KLCC, Kiss-a-ten, your house, doing your homework's.. -__- haha.. well going out shopping with you was heck tiring, but it was fun. :D my legs hurt from walking but heck.. i don't care :D

and yea..
im sorry if i ever did anything wrong. please forgive me if i did.. i know i did made you hurt before. and im sorry. ill check my mistakes every now and then.. just to be the perfect one for you..

so..
those memories cant be erased babe. i can still see it as clear as a looking glass. i just love those moments, those awesome time together. i just love everything about you..

i love you Bell..
your my only one..
happy fourth month dear

happy anniversary.. ♥

4th month. :D

Happy 4th month dear.

ah ah soon will be half a year. omg cant wait. :D
every month is special to me.
every week means alot to me.
every day would encourage me to continue on.
every hour I would wanna hear from you.
every minute I would think of you.
every second I would miss you.

we've shared lots of memories together.
the best was when you came to my place,
and do my homeworks.
oh yeah!


I miss you darling.. ):


4th month only~
cant wait till November! :3
only lah that month we will celebrate a special occasion!
the rest, aiyah!
:)

xoxo,
bell




ps: I LOVE You.
pps: I love you more now.
ppps: I love you more than the one i typed above. :D


loves.

Happy Valentines Dear ♥

It's February 14th and its valentines day. It fell on the same day as Chinese New Years..

The day began with mom waking me up from bed. Never knew she still thinks I'm her little boy at heart. She came into my room, opened up the shutters and slept beside me, asking me to wake up.
I was dead asleep and heck was so tired. Couldn't sleep the night before. Kept thinking of Bell.. God i miss her so much. I wonder why.

So then we had lunch an went for visitations. It wasn't that fun knowing that your Valentine is stuck at home doing nothing, and when your not out with your Valentines date on Valentines day. So off we went to my dads and moms friends house. Collecting red packets and chitter-chattering away. I didn't felt any fun, joy, happiness at all. Kept looking back at my phone thinking when will she text, why is she replying so slow? It came wondering in my mind and started contemplating nonsense again.

So when we were in my dads friends place, i knew some of the kids, so we went off to watch Ghost Whisperer. Moms favorite. Then there was one episode where Melinda Gordon's husband died. Even though she still can see him, she still felt empty. Even though she could talk to him, she felt so lonely.

That's the way I'm feeling now. It sucks, and i don't like it, but what i learned was, there's always a reason why you'll miss that someone. It shows that you love them. It shows that you really think of them and want them to be in your arms. Seeing them and not be able to touch them makes you wanna cuddle them, and feel their warmth around you. Talking to them but not having that deep conversation when your really looking them in the eye makes you say.. I LOVE YOU..

And so, i really do miss you babe, and i love you too. I wanna hold you tight and look you in the eye and say those three words. It feels so different when were just talking through computer screens or joking around when were the line.

I wish you were here, better still i wished i was there, just to make you happy on valentines day this year. Sometimes i feel like I'm not being a responsible boyfriend towards you and I'm sorry about that. Sometimes i think that im not good enough for you or your to good for me. But you showed me one thing, no matter how short i am, how dorky i may be, how blur i can get and how boring and lifeless i am sometimes. You still love me, and i thank you for that.. (:

and yeah, Valentines doesn't need to be about chocolates or roses, just a smile will do. It can be anything, as long as I'm with you.. In my heart, mind, and soul.. ♥

I LOVE YOU ISABELL. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

3 Months

Once apon a time...

Happy 3rd month anniversary. :)
miss you so much. cant wait to see you on Sunday. (finally)
wear nice nice so camwhore also nice nice. XD jk jk.
I love you. :3 after 3 months the feeling's still the same
as if you just confessed to me yesterday.
I would think of the happy times of us together
giggle and laugh.. xD weird.
but i love it. I love giggling about our precious moments.
i love it when i think back those moments and it would make me miss you more..
i love it when you cant call me and I'll smile because ur trying your best just to contact me.
i love..
everything about you
short post only~
I'm still working on the anniversary gift.

again,
i love you

xoxo,
bell

Happy Anniversary Honey

I remember you once asked me,
To describe my love for you...
And I said that no matter how hard I tried..
I could never stop loving you...

And then you asked me,
To tell you just one word..
A word so full of meaning..
One that would show your worth...
To me...

So this is the message..
The word I am sending..
This is my love for you..
My love is...

Never-ending...

I remember the look you gave me..
The smile on your face..
A look and smile of love so undying..
I swear...it's something I can taste...

And then you leaned towards me..
And whispered just one word..
A word so full of meaning..
One that would show my worth...
To you...

And this is the message..
The word you are sending..
This is your love for me..
Your love is...

Never-ending...

Tell me, why should I compare..
You to the sun and the moon..
When I could reach up to the heavens..
And replace them with you...?

You!
Every day of my life!

You!
In my thoughts every night!

There is you...!

And my love will still be alive..
Even after I have died..
It burns too bright..
To ever be denied...

Day, by day goes by..
but our love will never fade..
you are the reason why I wake..
in the morning..

You..are the only girl I want..
I know that, our love...will never fade..
I will always be here for you..
even when I'm not by your side..

The love between us..
will never fade..
I love you with all my heart..
because..
you are...my pride and joy..
you are.. Isabell Liang.. the one i Love..

my love for you will never fade..
no.. never.. i love you more than anyone does.. (:

The Best Way To Say Those 3 Words

As i was walking home i knew,
As i hummed my song, out the birds flew,
Your picture was in my mind all the time...

Never thought that love could be so true,
Never knew, that i was meant for you,
At first my heart was beating fast but now I've come to realize...

That you were my only heart i was searching in myself,
That you were the only part that i couldn't fine in me..
How could i ever say that the distance is too far away,
I have the best way to say.. I Love You..

As the skies turned blue i see,
As i compose i place the melody,
But there is a deep longing for me...

For your love, you the lovely one i needed for myself,
For your sense, you're the only one that i needed in my blue..
How could i ever say that the distance is too far away,
I have the best way to say.. I Love you...

Shining as the bright sun is drowning me,
Oh how i wished you were there to be with me,
To figure all this wonders in my realm,
Writing it one by one in, as i refresh our tale..

And you were lighting up the whole world tonight,
And you were signing out from MSN at night..
How could i ever may, to see you lying today,
I just need a moment to say... I Love you..

This poetry goes to my lovely Bell,
Cause thers no other way that i could tell,
Those three words and eight letters,
That's stuck in my head and you're all that matters...

wo ai ni bao bei.. (:
wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao ... ♥

Day by Day

Cradled in the warmth of your love..
Feeling the softness of your lips..
Holding you close to my heart..
Life seems and everlasting dream with you by my side..

Bell.. I miss you so much.. ive been restless for couple of nights..
i dreamed of you, thinked of you, spoke to you, but its not enough..

When we went out on our first date.. it was a time that i wanted to relive and just keep repeating it time and time again..
I got home smiling.. even though i got lectured from my mom from coming home late and breaking my curfew on a school night.. :D
I couldn't sleep that night.. after we talked.. i still wanted to see you..
I wanted to hug you.. to hold you in my arms and never let you go.. to kiss your soft tender lips.. To say I LOVE YOU after we kiss.. (:
I couldn't sleep cause i was in love and it made me see that reality is better than dreams.. and reality is so much better than just a dream.. and some of the greatest things in life are unseen.. Thats why you close your eyes to dream, cry, and to kiss..

But.. i have to let you know something.. our conversations don't feel the same as they were before.. ): i miss those moments.. i miss those times.. i miss those long chats till the sun rises.. And we would go to sleep just right before the break of dawn..

I'm sorry if i got boring but im trying hard to not make it boring.. i don't want us to be the "Internet Relationship" kinda thing.. its hard but ill give all i have to make it work between us.. I Love You Bell..

I love you, not for what you are or how you look.. but what i am when im with you and the girl that's deep down inside of you.. you made me the happiest man on earth when im with you..
Some people say that "the hottest love has the coldest end" and i don't think that's true.. and i don't want it to happen to me or you.. i will never give up on you.. no, never..

Though i may screw things up sometimes.. made you cry.. made you sad, made you frown.. im sorry for those things i made.. each day i learn new things bout you.. and each day makes me love you more.. and that each day makes me miss you.. like a child misses their blanket.. :D

Babe.. no matter what happens.. what may come my way.. what ever stupid thought that im having.. i will always love you.. your my only one.. my sweetheart.. my darling.. my piggy who sleeps late and wake up late..
Every time im down with a frown.. your voice makes me smile again.. every time im thinking of shitty stuff.. your voice distracts me from thinking it.. I.L.Y.

I wish i can say those three words in a special way but what gives.. the best way to say it is just by saying the plain I Love You.. it means more than just three words and eight letters..

I Love You Bell