Am i living in a fairytale..

you know, when we we're little kids how we used to believe in fairy-tales, that fantasy of what your life would be. for girls it was always ; white dress, Prince Charming who would carry you to a castle on a hill far far away, being kissed to wake you up from a deep sleep, love and romance.
and for boys ; being the Prince Charming, looking for your princess in a white dress, being the perfect one for her and being able to stay beside her, probably revive her with the 'one true love' kiss.

we would lie in bed at night and close our eyes and we had complete and utter faith. Santa Clause, The Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, Cinderella. they were so close you could taste them, but eventually, we grow up.

one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. most people turn to the things and people they can trust, but the thing is, its entirely hard to let go of the fairy-tale entirely. cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, the hope of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

and i think mine has just begun. (:

six months back i never though my life would completely turn around when i met this girl. she was just an ordinary friend that i talk to when im down or pissed or just bored to death doing nothing at home. we started talking and i felt something different, something that other girl doesn't have. something that, clicks with me.

i was just a guy who talks to girls like they're a bag of chips that i get everyday, i was though, not is.. (:
so then i was caught up with a relationship problem and i told her about it. i had a girlfriend and i dont think that we're official and i liked this other girl, thats what i told her. and she was like, how can you do that. with the OMG face to be exact. (:

and after getting to know her better, we exchange numbers and to be honest, i thought it was just another fling and if i had a relationship with her, i didn't think it would last long. and after a week of calls and text i got a hint from her. she said she like a guy but shes not telling me who it is and giving me hints that it was me. (:
and i was doing the same thing, flirting back and playing cool with it.

but instead, i fell in love.

so i confessed my love to her. and up to this day, she's still mine. no matter the distance, disagreements, arguments, troubles, problems, hardship, and whatever that comes from hell that you can name of were at us. we're still together.

am i living in a fairy-tale, because she is my Cinderella, the one that makes my tummy tingles when i kiss, the one that makes my heart ache to know that shes going back to Johor, the one that makes me love sick, the one that fits my hand perfectly, the one that i can smell, the one that was made for me, my faith and hope and my fate. the one that i love.

it might sound crazy but, it seems like everything worked for me and her ; parents, families, money that i get to buy her stuff that i dont really know where it came from sometimes. sometimes im broke too. but its okay.. all worth it.

so you tell me, are fairy-tales fake, or is it real. because i am in one right now. (:
if it was fake, God please don't wake me up from this dream because i want to stay with her forever, even if it kills me to do so. i love her, more than the words that i have ever spoken out, more than the roses that was pluck from this earth and more than i used to love her and it gets more every minute. :D im love sick babe, please don't take this away from me.

so, at the end of the day, faith is a funny thing, it turns up when you dont really expect it. its like one day you realize that the fairy-tale may be slightly different than you dreamed..
well the castle, it may not be a castle. and its not so important to be happily ever after, its happy right now and hope it will last forever.

see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while, people may even take your breath away. (:

ISABELL LIANG SHARFEN.
I LOVE YOU! ♥




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