Happy Seventh Month Dear. (:

its the seventh month now. (: im dead excited, honestly. i dont know what to do, what to get you, what to make you happy with. i have so many plans in my mind, but i dont think its enough for you babe. i have to do more than what i can think. i have to do something that i cant even imagine myself. sigh.. love knows no bounds. (:

last night, when we were on the phone. though you were annoying, i didnt really mine. i find it cute. (: its just you that makes me ponder into thin air and thinking till daylight hits the brim of my window. i could go sleepless if i just continue thinking of you. thank God i have dreams so i could sleep peacefully while i dream a dream that hopefully will be reality soon. (:

sometimes i know, im not as romantic as certain people you see, but im trying my best to be who i am that makes you love me. ill try do everything and anything that will make you happy. from a to z, you name it hun. ill do it. (:

since its out seventh month, i have seven things that i wish that will come true

1. i wish that, things for us will go smoother in time.
2. i wish that, i could spend a day with you on the beach.
3. i wish that, i can get you all the things that you'd wish for.
   
4. i wish that, by next year i can drive you around.
5. i wish that, we'll kiss under the rain,
6. i wish that, i'll propose to you in a way that you would not expect
7. i wish that, we'll get married and live happily ever after

those are the 7 wishes that i wish would come true. (:

i love you babe, more than words could express. sorry if it was a short one babe, im just lost for words. i love you. (:



PS/sorry the message sent late, didnt see that it wasnt sent. loves. :D

Am i living in a fairytale..

you know, when we we're little kids how we used to believe in fairy-tales, that fantasy of what your life would be. for girls it was always ; white dress, Prince Charming who would carry you to a castle on a hill far far away, being kissed to wake you up from a deep sleep, love and romance.
and for boys ; being the Prince Charming, looking for your princess in a white dress, being the perfect one for her and being able to stay beside her, probably revive her with the 'one true love' kiss.

we would lie in bed at night and close our eyes and we had complete and utter faith. Santa Clause, The Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, Cinderella. they were so close you could taste them, but eventually, we grow up.

one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. most people turn to the things and people they can trust, but the thing is, its entirely hard to let go of the fairy-tale entirely. cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, the hope of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

and i think mine has just begun. (:

six months back i never though my life would completely turn around when i met this girl. she was just an ordinary friend that i talk to when im down or pissed or just bored to death doing nothing at home. we started talking and i felt something different, something that other girl doesn't have. something that, clicks with me.

i was just a guy who talks to girls like they're a bag of chips that i get everyday, i was though, not is.. (:
so then i was caught up with a relationship problem and i told her about it. i had a girlfriend and i dont think that we're official and i liked this other girl, thats what i told her. and she was like, how can you do that. with the OMG face to be exact. (:

and after getting to know her better, we exchange numbers and to be honest, i thought it was just another fling and if i had a relationship with her, i didn't think it would last long. and after a week of calls and text i got a hint from her. she said she like a guy but shes not telling me who it is and giving me hints that it was me. (:
and i was doing the same thing, flirting back and playing cool with it.

but instead, i fell in love.

so i confessed my love to her. and up to this day, she's still mine. no matter the distance, disagreements, arguments, troubles, problems, hardship, and whatever that comes from hell that you can name of were at us. we're still together.

am i living in a fairy-tale, because she is my Cinderella, the one that makes my tummy tingles when i kiss, the one that makes my heart ache to know that shes going back to Johor, the one that makes me love sick, the one that fits my hand perfectly, the one that i can smell, the one that was made for me, my faith and hope and my fate. the one that i love.

it might sound crazy but, it seems like everything worked for me and her ; parents, families, money that i get to buy her stuff that i dont really know where it came from sometimes. sometimes im broke too. but its okay.. all worth it.

so you tell me, are fairy-tales fake, or is it real. because i am in one right now. (:
if it was fake, God please don't wake me up from this dream because i want to stay with her forever, even if it kills me to do so. i love her, more than the words that i have ever spoken out, more than the roses that was pluck from this earth and more than i used to love her and it gets more every minute. :D im love sick babe, please don't take this away from me.

so, at the end of the day, faith is a funny thing, it turns up when you dont really expect it. its like one day you realize that the fairy-tale may be slightly different than you dreamed..
well the castle, it may not be a castle. and its not so important to be happily ever after, its happy right now and hope it will last forever.

see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while, people may even take your breath away. (:

ISABELL LIANG SHARFEN.
I LOVE YOU! ♥




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