Saturday, February 27, 2010

The day we met ♥




The first Time I laid my eyes on you was on a Tuesday. the first day that i said "I Love You" was on a Sunday. yes, i do remember all these things, because every moment spent with you is a moment I'll treasure. :D

so today, the 27th of the month, was the day that means a lot to me. its our anniversary, the day i said those three very impeccable words and eight very immaculate letters. I Love You.

i still remember what you wore on the first day, and i really thought that this could be something. and i was right. it was something, something very special..

our first date. 17th of November. i can never forget the moments we shared together; Baskin Robins, 2012, one hell of a failed lunch ;D, Kitschen, your house, your balcony where i kissed you under the view of the sky. :D its never fading from my mind. its still as fresh as the scent of morning dew and flowers bloomed.
november 26th was the last day that i saw you before going for awards night. if only you were there that night, to accompany me. girl i missed you so much.

then christmas didnt go so well. didnt get to see you for the whole month. was really sad and yea. our parents knew about us and yet we were a rebel fighting against them for the right to be together. it worked out eventually. our moms are okay with us being together. :D

31st January. stepped in your house, and for the first time, i met your mom. scary moment. thought she'll lecture me and screw me up. but aunts Jessica is a nice person. i think she loves me. xD
had a great time with you and your family. took you out for a drink then went for dinner. memories, oh how sweet are they..
i remember dropping by your place after school till you went back to JB, then getting screwed from my mom for coming home so late, it was all worth it. xD just to hold you in my arms and never let you go. id do anything for it.

and just last week, KLCC, Kiss-a-ten, your house, doing your homework's.. -__- haha.. well going out shopping with you was heck tiring, but it was fun. :D my legs hurt from walking but heck.. i don't care :D

and yea..
im sorry if i ever did anything wrong. please forgive me if i did.. i know i did made you hurt before. and im sorry. ill check my mistakes every now and then.. just to be the perfect one for you..

so..
those memories cant be erased babe. i can still see it as clear as a looking glass. i just love those moments, those awesome time together. i just love everything about you..


i love you Bell..
your my only one..
happy fourth month dear




happy anniversary..





Friday, February 26, 2010

4th month. :D

Happy 4th month dear.


ah ah soon will be half a year. omg cant wait. :D
every month is special to me.
every week means alot to me.
every day would encourage me to continue on.
every hour I would wanna hear from you.
every minute I would think of you.
every second I would miss you.

we've shared lots of memories together.
the best was when you came to my place,
and do my homeworks.
oh yeah!


I miss you darling.. ):


4th month only~
cant wait till November! :3
only lah that month we will celebrate a special occasion!
the rest, aiyah!
:)


xoxo,
bell





ps: I LOVE You.
pps: I love you more now.
ppps: I love you more than the one i typed above. :D


loves.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentines Dear ♥






It's February 14th and its valentines day. It fell on the same day as Chinese New Years..

The day began with mom waking me up from bed. Never knew she still thinks I'm her little boy at heart. She came into my room, opened up the shutters and slept beside me, asking me to wake up.
I was dead asleep and heck was so tired. Couldn't sleep the night before. Kept thinking of Bell.. God i miss her so much. I wonder why.

So then we had lunch an went for visitations. It wasn't that fun knowing that your Valentine is stuck at home doing nothing, and when your not out with your Valentines date on Valentines day. So off we went to my dads and moms friends house. Collecting red packets and chitter-chattering away. I didn't felt any fun, joy, happiness at all. Kept looking back at my phone thinking when will she text, why is she replying so slow? It came wondering in my mind and started contemplating nonsense again.

So when we were in my dads friends place, i knew some of the kids, so we went off to watch Ghost Whisperer. Moms favorite. Then there was one episode where Melinda Gordon's husband died. Even though she still can see him, she still felt empty. Even though she could talk to him, she felt so lonely.

That's the way I'm feeling now. It sucks, and i don't like it, but what i learned was, there's always a reason why you'll miss that someone. It shows that you love them. It shows that you really think of them and want them to be in your arms. Seeing them and not be able to touch them makes you wanna cuddle them, and feel their warmth around you. Talking to them but not having that deep conversation when your really looking them in the eye makes you say.. I LOVE YOU..

And so, i really do miss you babe, and i love you too. I wanna hold you tight and look you in the eye and say those three words. It feels so different when were just talking through computer screens or joking around when were the line.

I wish you were here, better still i wished i was there, just to make you happy on valentines day this year. Sometimes i feel like I'm not being a responsible boyfriend towards you and I'm sorry about that. Sometimes i think that im not good enough for you or your to good for me. But you showed me one thing, no matter how short i am, how dorky i may be, how blur i can get and how boring and lifeless i am sometimes. You still love me, and i thank you for that.. (:

and yeah, Valentines doesn't need to be about chocolates or roses, just a smile will do. It can be anything, as long as I'm with you.. In my heart, mind, and soul..




I LOVE YOU ISABELL. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.