The 8th of December

I'm sitting here, in my room all by myself.. Listening to Vanilla Twilight and heck.. I've been tearing up after reading the post before..

God, I miss her.. I miss my Bell.. Heaven knows how much i cried without her..

I memorized each line of the voice recording you gave me.. It made me laugh.. It made me cry.. yet listening to it everyday doesn't bore me.. no, not a second of it..

The way you scoff.. it makes me giggle just hearing it.. The way you said Lah~ makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. Oh how i miss your voice..

Thanks for the wishes babe.. and all the time your were by my side..
you made me the happiest man alive.. i wish i could just be with you for the rest of my life..

You.. made me laugh.. made me cry.. makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. (:
you thought me.. you showed me.. you me learn how to love..
i appreciate that a lot.. and i wanna continue learning from you.. i don't want "us" to stop..

It'll be hard for me next year.. maybe for you too.. but i promise.. *i cross my heart* ill never leave you.. your my one true LOVE that i have been seeking.. searching.. and at last.. found.. (:

i know ive made lotsa mistakes and ive done stupid things.. i hope that you'll forgive me..
ill try be the best out of the best i have for you.. because i want to be perfect in your eyes..
its all that matters to me..

and i pray to God that i wont have to leave next year..

Bell.. i love you.. lots and lots and lots till theres no more lots to say in this world.. i love you

FROMEARTHTOPLUTOANDBACK!

you mean alot to me..
eventhough ive won your heart..
ill still continue running..
to stop others from getting it..

i Love you..