Saturday, December 26, 2009

Isn't He Charming?


Look at that smile. :) Charming to the max..

revenge alright haha. :) I love you bee. Love the post you posted about me..
except the picture lah.. xD
but I have stuff to say too.


  • no matter how bad you do in exams, competitions, bla bla..I still think your awesome no matter what.
  • I love you even though you still cut cut cut.. cut again and byebye isabell.
  • when we plan to meet up, I'm the happiest girl in the world.
  • when we hug, I'm the lukiest girl in the world
  • when we kiss, I'm bigger than the world
  • when we hold hands, i'm not on earth
  • when you struggle when I bully you, *blush!*
  • everytime when your ringtone rings on my phone, *RUNS TO ANSWER*
  • if you merajuk, I'll find a way to make you sayang me.. and I'll merajuk.
  • everytime when you post something in this blog, cant wait to see it..

because every post means something to me..
every post is special.
from bad mood, i'll smile
i'll laugh
then i'll cry
and I'll call you after i read the post
and telling you about the post.
Your not special you said.
to me
your not special
your not perfect
if you were perfect
your not keiffer
your God.
and I love Keiffer.
but God more..
but I wish to spend my life with him.
no matter how bad the time is or how bad my mom lectures me.
I'll never let go.
nop. :)

I love you.
and to me
You Are Special. and imperfect.


xoxo!
bell

Isn't She Lovely..


Will you just look at that.. isn't she lovely.. :D

Babe.. you know.. these are the things I've always wanted to say

  • I love you.. and thank you for loving me too
  • Your laugh makes me smile whenever im sad
  • I like how you say "i dont know" when i say "you know something..?"
  • Your smile makes me ponder and think of you more and more
  • You taught me how to be a different person
  • You taught me how to love
  • Your scolding are like my moms.. it makes me listen to it and never do it again..
  • Your kiss makes my tummy tingle
  • Your touch makes my heart pound
  • Your hugs makes my cold hands warm
  • Your voice makes my heart melt and drop to my toes
I just love everything about you.. theres nothing that i dont like..

I just wanna say sorry for not being there for you sometimes.. or most of the time..
Im sorry that your Christmas this year was not so good..
Im sorry for all the things that ive done that made you upset..

Ive never felt so in love before.. ive never felt so happy wasting my time just thinking of you..
All i can say is.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

And i hope that i can be a better man for you and continue being with you next year..
I swear that i would never leave you..
If i did.. id be the foolish man on earth..

I got nothing much to say.. but in my life.. Its all about you girl..


Always and Forever..
I'll be loving you..
Until the end of time..

Wednesday, December 23, 2009


Your like a flower in the sand..
your colors made you outstanding..
that my eyes are only fixed on you..

No matter what happens i will stand..
for us being together.. forever..
ill never let go of you hand..


Baby i love you and ill never let you go..
but if i have to girl i think that you should know..
all the love we made can never be erased..
and i promise you that you will never be replaced..

From the day i met you i know we'd be together..
and now i know i wanna be with you forever..
I wanna marry you.. and i wanna have your kids..
thinking never to compare to the feeling of your kiss..

I can say i'm truly happy to this day..
you made me thank God i live my life everyday..
Theres never been a doubt in my mind..
That I'll regret having you by my side..

But if the day comes bad ill have to let you go..
I think theres something i probably should let you know..
Joyed everyday that i spent with you..
and i will miss you cause im happy that i had you at all..

I Love you yes i do..
I'll be with you as long as you want me too..
Until the end of time..


el que mi corazon es demasiado..
Isa
belle.. mi amor

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The 8th of December



I'm sitting here, in my room all by myself.. Listening to Vanilla Twilight and heck.. I've been tearing up after reading the post before..

God, I miss her.. I miss my Bell.. Heaven knows how much i cried without her..

I memorized each line of the voice recording you gave me.. It made me laugh.. It made me cry.. yet listening to it everyday doesn't bore me.. no, not a second of it..

The way you scoff.. it makes me giggle just hearing it.. The way you said Lah~ makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. Oh how i miss your voice..

Thanks for the wishes babe.. and all the time your were by my side..
you made me the happiest man alive.. i wish i could just be with you for the rest of my life..

You.. made me laugh.. made me cry.. makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. (:
you thought me.. you showed me.. you me learn how to love..
i appreciate that a lot.. and i wanna continue learning from you.. i don't want "us" to stop..

It'll be hard for me next year.. maybe for you too.. but i promise.. *i cross my heart* ill never leave you.. your my one true LOVE that i have been seeking.. searching.. and at last.. found.. (:

i know ive made lotsa mistakes and ive done stupid things.. i hope that you'll forgive me..
ill try be the best out of the best i have for you.. because i want to be perfect in your eyes..
its all that matters to me..

and i pray to God that i wont have to leave next year..

Bell.. i love you.. lots and lots and lots till theres no more lots to say in this world.. i love you

FROMEARTHTOPLUTOANDBACK!




you mean alot to me..
eventhough ive won your heart..
ill still continue running..
to stop others from getting it..


i Love you..