Isn't He Charming?

Look at that smile. :) Charming to the max..

revenge alright haha. :) I love you bee. Love the post you posted about me..
except the picture lah.. xD
but I have stuff to say too.

• no matter how bad you do in exams, competitions, bla bla..I still think your awesome no matter what.
• I love you even though you still cut cut cut.. cut again and byebye isabell.
• when we plan to meet up, I'm the happiest girl in the world.
• when we hug, I'm the lukiest girl in the world
• when we kiss, I'm bigger than the world
• when we hold hands, i'm not on earth
• when you struggle when I bully you, *blush!*
• everytime when your ringtone rings on my phone, *RUNS TO ANSWER*
• if you merajuk, I'll find a way to make you sayang me.. and I'll merajuk.
• everytime when you post something in this blog, cant wait to see it..

because every post means something to me..
every post is special.
from bad mood, i'll smile
i'll laugh
then i'll cry
and I'll call you after i read the post
and telling you about the post.
Your not special you said.
to me
your not special
your not perfect
if you were perfect
your not keiffer
your God.
and I love Keiffer.
but God more..
but I wish to spend my life with him.
no matter how bad the time is or how bad my mom lectures me.
I'll never let go.
nop. :)

I love you.
and to me
You Are Special. and imperfect.


xoxo!
bell

Isn't She Lovely..

Will you just look at that.. isn't she lovely.. :D

Babe.. you know.. these are the things I've always wanted to say

• I love you.. and thank you for loving me too
• Your laugh makes me smile whenever im sad
• I like how you say "i dont know" when i say "you know something..?"
• Your smile makes me ponder and think of you more and more
• You taught me how to be a different person
• You taught me how to love
• Your scolding are like my moms.. it makes me listen to it and never do it again..
• Your kiss makes my tummy tingle
• Your touch makes my heart pound
• Your hugs makes my cold hands warm
• Your voice makes my heart melt and drop to my toes

I just love everything about you.. theres nothing that i dont like..

I just wanna say sorry for not being there for you sometimes.. or most of the time..
Im sorry that your Christmas this year was not so good..
Im sorry for all the things that ive done that made you upset..

Ive never felt so in love before.. ive never felt so happy wasting my time just thinking of you..
All i can say is.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

And i hope that i can be a better man for you and continue being with you next year..
I swear that i would never leave you..
If i did.. id be the foolish man on earth..

I got nothing much to say.. but in my life.. Its all about you girl..

Always and Forever..
I'll be loving you..
Until the end of time..

Your like a flower in the sand..
your colors made you outstanding..
that my eyes are only fixed on you..

No matter what happens i will stand..
for us being together.. forever..
ill never let go of you hand..


Baby i love you and ill never let you go..
but if i have to girl i think that you should know..
all the love we made can never be erased..
and i promise you that you will never be replaced..

From the day i met you i know we'd be together..
and now i know i wanna be with you forever..
I wanna marry you.. and i wanna have your kids..
thinking never to compare to the feeling of your kiss..

I can say i'm truly happy to this day..
you made me thank God i live my life everyday..
Theres never been a doubt in my mind..
That I'll regret having you by my side..

But if the day comes bad ill have to let you go..
I think theres something i probably should let you know..
Joyed everyday that i spent with you..
and i will miss you cause im happy that i had you at all..

I Love you yes i do..
I'll be with you as long as you want me too..
Until the end of time..

el que mi corazon es demasiado..
Isabelle.. mi amor

The 8th of December

I'm sitting here, in my room all by myself.. Listening to Vanilla Twilight and heck.. I've been tearing up after reading the post before..

God, I miss her.. I miss my Bell.. Heaven knows how much i cried without her..

I memorized each line of the voice recording you gave me.. It made me laugh.. It made me cry.. yet listening to it everyday doesn't bore me.. no, not a second of it..

The way you scoff.. it makes me giggle just hearing it.. The way you said Lah~ makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. Oh how i miss your voice..

Thanks for the wishes babe.. and all the time your were by my side..
you made me the happiest man alive.. i wish i could just be with you for the rest of my life..

You.. made me laugh.. made me cry.. makes me smile from cheek to cheek.. (:
you thought me.. you showed me.. you me learn how to love..
i appreciate that a lot.. and i wanna continue learning from you.. i don't want "us" to stop..

It'll be hard for me next year.. maybe for you too.. but i promise.. *i cross my heart* ill never leave you.. your my one true LOVE that i have been seeking.. searching.. and at last.. found.. (:

i know ive made lotsa mistakes and ive done stupid things.. i hope that you'll forgive me..
ill try be the best out of the best i have for you.. because i want to be perfect in your eyes..
its all that matters to me..

and i pray to God that i wont have to leave next year..

Bell.. i love you.. lots and lots and lots till theres no more lots to say in this world.. i love you

FROMEARTHTOPLUTOANDBACK!

you mean alot to me..
eventhough ive won your heart..
ill still continue running..
to stop others from getting it..

i Love you..

Happy Birthday

It's 8th of December 2009. And I'm in mission..
I'm sorry that I cant be there to celebrate with you.. Why are you born on the 8th? T_T I promise to celebrate belated with you in The Gardens when I'm back..
Ok back to the topic

Happy Birthday My Dear Darling Charming Handsome Not So Tall Baby Boy, The One And Only Keiffer James Barry.


I love you


Bee, I wished I could celebrate with you right now.. But I'm in mission in Cambodia. Have a blessed birthday with your friends and family. Make sure you sms me where are you going to celebrate and dont go smoking sisha or drinking too much alcohol.

Things I wanna thank you for:

1. You are always there for me
- No matter how hard I cry or feel down, you are there for me, to cheer me up, make me laugh even tho your jokes are cold and lame. When I cry and you make me laugh, those tears just disappear magically.

2. Hugs and Kisses
- Everytime you see me, you will open your arms waiting for me to rush into them. As I'm burried in it, my mind will be empty and I can feel my heart beating so hard. Every kiss makes my mind black out and my heart will skip a beat. I miss every second..

3. Sms
-All the sms that makes me smile, I save em and when I'm down, I would read them one by one. Bringing back memories for me when I'm sad. and that frown would turn upside down back to a smile. :)


the rest i'm not gonna say it yet, :O
but these are the stuff I would wanna wish you..
I love you.
Happy Birthday bee.
will call you when I'm back to malaysia. ;)
God bless!


xoxo,
bell

tuesday

I wished time would go back,
and remain it on that day,
I wished that I could just go back,
and say the things I wanna say.

Sitting next to you,
brings me to another world,
hugging you, to the max,
makes my heart twirled.

You acting cute,
makes me wanna cuddle you,
I'm watching us build,
this hard relationship to new.

Keiffer James,
who is my flame,
burns my heart,
right from the start.

Keiffer James,
my only aim,
to love him more,
than ever before.

The lines are getting shorter,
but who gives a damn,
I know just one thing for sure,
Keiffer's my man.

I love you bee.
One and only,
bell

Through My Window

Trough my *computer* window.. i can see you.. :D

Its just me and you.. we are together and we are not alone..

cause im here.. and your there.. were still connected..

Love does not need to be forced and no one can comprehend the love that i have for you..

they don't know how i feel.. the way i see.. touch.. hear everything you say or do..

i may not be Shakespere who can speak of words many will fall in love too..

im just a normal guy.. who shows his love for one by doing what he has to do.. no matter what may come.. till death.. i will still search for that one thing my love desires..

i may not be the most utterly perfect man in the universe.. but what i am is more perfect than any other man can be.. i am who i am.. and no other man is like me.. and all i can give to you.. is that man in me.. deep down in my heart.. bursting to come out to express my love and affection to the one i adore.. my love..

and these words doesnt come out just for nothing.. it comes from the heart and that matters the most.. thats why i love her.. and no one can stop me..

and if i could just have one wish.. i wish to wake up everday to the sound of her breathing on my neck.. the tender and warmness of her lips to my cheek.. the touch of her fingers on my skin.. and the feel of her heart beating with mine.. because i know.. that i could never find that feeling with anyone else.. other than the one and only Isabell Liang Shar Fen..

thats why i LOVE you..

signing out with an overflowing bucket of love..

Sincerely yours...

Keiffer James Barry